Spiraling

I am spiraling. With no relief in sight, I am at a crossroads.  The doubt, self-hate, and mood swings are a problem. They have been for well over 2 months now. Increasing in severity, as time goes on. To the point where I can no longer mash them in a tiny little box, to be …

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Covid Anxiety

Day 27 I have been thinking a lot about anxiety lately. (Funny how being forced to isolate can cause more anxiety than the pandemic itself.) It makes me think about all the demons I have been forced to face in my life. It makes me worry about others, and how they’re dealing with anxiety, and …

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Covid Life

Day 21 I am finally feeling somewhat human again. Which is a nice change of pace. I have spent the last 6 days wrapped in a blanket cocoon, and doing my best to stay away from everyone. I did go to the doctor. On Sunday, I was diagnosed with strep but was not able to …

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Anxiety Wrapped in silk

It has been a difficult week for me. The black cloud of self loathing, and hopelessness have left me paralyzed in my writing. I find myself unable to accept that I can an will succeed in my goals. Is there a light at the end of this tunnel? I really can't answer that at the …

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